I was in love with this boy, but he was not interested in me. as soon as we are together he wants to leave his wife

I realized that I was falling in love with him when I smelled him an hour after seeing him. and left with the feeling that the rest of the afternoon. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I took everything I could, until I decided to write. I don't want to bother, because he was a married man, but every time I tried and he said "my girl" my body was shaking. when he answered, it seemed like he didn't care much about me, who ended up being very cold, disinterested. I decided to take a break, but I couldn't stand it and looked for another excuse to write. finally, one day, i was going to stay home. And that's what happened. now we are planning to move in together, he will leave his wife, he is also in love with me