There's a woman at my job who always looks at me, I don't know why

At work there is a woman who always looks at me when we meet. she doesn’t work in my industry, so we don’t see each other often, but when we do see each other she puts her eyes on me. maybe she remembers someone, I don't know ... she's a few years older than me, I thought, but she's sexy, I love her ... I think this mystery is what I love. At night, I think of her secret and imagine myself having sex with her. Sometimes it's a sad story that you have to tell, we make love and I keep it in my heart with love. but sometimes she tells me that she feels things for me that make all her fantasies come true with me. then sex is brutal, and I masturbate several times imagining that moment. maybe one day I will encourage myself to speak