I was alone and I thought of the men I had sex with in my life

That night I was alone. I really wanted to have sex, I would pay to have someone by my side, but I didn't want to go out to a bar looking for everyone. so I looked for my toys and released my imagination. I remembered my first boyfriend when we were finding out about sex ... a friend we drank one night with and had group sex with other guys we know, a man I met one night at a bar and forced me to have anal sex with until my ass bleeds ... I like to masturbate thinking about men having sex with me, that I'm getting excited .... maybe I had to go out with some provocative clothes, to see what happened